About

This is a blog. For anything and everything. There will be no rhyme or reason, just thoughts spewing. Just like tornadoes, my mind is always racing and has many different thoughts at once. Some days there may be one post, a random picture or quote, a long rant, several posts in one day…. just like a tornado, I’m very unpredictable.

Okay, now let’s get to the details of me…. try to keep up.

I’m early 40’s in numbers. I have a 21 yr old son with OCD. And anger issues. And keeping a job issues. And authority issues. But, he’s my world. I have a partner of 13 years. A few years ago we hit a riff… ok it was more like a mother fucking earthquake, but we’re slowly patching the cracks. I believe she is my soul mate. I’ve been married, to a man. I’m not gay. I take pride in my hair. I like it RED and sassy. I like to work out but I love to eat. I obsess over body image, especially mine. Singing is a fave of mine, I have a CD I made many years ago in an acoustic duo. I’m not confident but put up a damn good front. I love animals. I believe strongly in animal rights. I rescue felines. I had 7 last year but now have 5 *insert sad face* I hate the winter/cold. I hate where I live. My goal is to be South within 2 years. I lost my dad in 2008, it devastated me. I miss him every day. I love to make people laugh. I faced many bouts of depression & anxiety, anxiety is still an issue but as a Thriver I have changed my life in so many amazing ways. I can be as silly as a kid. I like deep conversations. I find farts hilarious. I don’t like religion or politics, so don’t bother. I am very protective of those I love. I work for the state, I hate it. I taught Zumba. I’m girlie on the outside with a twist of tomboy deep down. I’m very competitive, don’t like to lose. I’ve learned more than I wanted to over the last few years. My fur babies are my best friends, their love is unconditional. I act tough but I can cry at the drop of a dime. I don’t care for children much. I’m afraid of heights. Also of being alone. I love to write. Songs, poems, stories. I paint my nails at least 3x/week. Mascara is one of my addictions. Potatoes are my favorite food. I’m stubborn and hate to be wrong. I’ve grown a lot in the past year. I hate my stomach but love my eyes. I’m very impatient. I’ll have your back in a heartbeat if you have mine. I trust too easily, that has been broken. I am ADD. I love to tan. I’m not very spiritual but learning a lot about affirmations & the Law of Attraction. I’m obsessed with elephant journal. I rarely pass a mirror without looking in it. I love to gamble. I swear often. I am a Sagittarius.